spiderneo

ok, 2006 in review is..... acceptable and somehow a milestone of my life. a milestone in a good way, i guess. i have matured much after surviving the "adversities". settling down after the disappointments, i began to take things in my stride and has now become a happier person. wish me luck in the year ahead and future endeavous.

blog is a chore. so this shall be my last blog entry. besides, i cant really pen down my actual thoughts here, having considered that the whole world can read this blog. hence, no point of sustaining a blog now. i shall just keep my secrets and thoughts in my heart or share them with my loved/closed ones.

bye bye, bad blog.

cheers to surviving bloggers, since im not one myself. :(

riany weather = rainy nose.
i hate rainy/runny nose. it's like the organ NOSE plays an extra organ on my face cos i cant BREATHE and SMELL anything.

Today, i went to a dentist due to incessant pain of my teeth. Upper jaw RIGHT last tooth feels extreme pain when i clenched my jaws together. this situation had started since 2 weeks ago. So mummy brought me to dentist today to have a dental check since i cannot really recall the last time i had a dental check up ( sec 3/4 ).

Dr Low Yong checked me teeth.

Spider: " my upper jaw right last tooth is VERY pain when i grit my jaws together. 2 weeks already. How come? "
Dr Low Yong: " Hmmmmmmm, let me see. Hmmmmmm. WOW! u got a wisdom tooth on your upper left side last tooth. "
Spider: " WISDOM TOOTH?!??!?!?!?! SO YOUNG?!??!?! "
Dr Low Yong: " but it's alright. it is straight. if crooked must go for operation. but yours is not. so should me alright "
Spider: " oh man. haiz. den how come the right side last tooth so pain? "
Dr Low Yong: " alot of plague ya. i clean for u now. come open your mouth. "
Spider: " PLAGUE!??!?!?!? "

i recall the word "plague" from HEALTH EDUCATION taken during primary school.

after the cleansing of teeth ( 25 mins later )

Dr Low Yong: " okay, let me explain to u your condition of your teeth. your teeth is/are basically quite healthy. but your gums are not and u have mild gingivitis. use a kid toothbrush cos your teeth are small. the bristles can then reach to the obscure parts. "
Spider: " GINGIVITIS!??!?!?!?! KID TOOTHBRUSH?!?!?!?!?!?!? "

i recall the word "gingivitis" from BIOLOGY taken during sec 4.



Right.

Due to the rainy weather, i got runny nose and feel weak all over.
Due to excessive plague and gingivitis condition, i need to use a kid toothbrush.
Due to growth of wisdom tooth at such a tender age ( normal age of growth of wisdom teeth is 20-28 years old ), i am depressed.
Due to overloaded projects and examinations coming on its way to pounce on us, im stressed.
Due to the fact that i choose banking and my clique mates choose trading, im sad+depressed+disappointed.

Due to so many due-tos, i am dying soon.

And y do i feel hot all over? Cough cough..............

Walking past the depressive stage of my life ( so far ) a couple of months ago, i entered an uncanny world that is both completely unfamiliar and totally strange. Though street signs and landmarks remain unchanged, axes of orientation no longer line up as they once did. It is not just the meeting of people and traffic, be it a polytechnic or work at gelare; something else, something palpable yet far more difficult to articulate is loose on the streets.

So, most of my classmates are tight between choosing banking or finance for year 2. Some, fortuantely, have made firm decisions that will not be swayed by any external factor. I think im most probably going to be a Boring Bitch (Banking) instead of a Fun Freak (Finance). I think it is more stable. Any suggestions? However, i am so afraid that i would make the wrong decision like 3 years ago. That is, choosing Biology for secondary 3 and 4, and suffered utimately. Well, that is not quite my decision too.

So, unfortuantely, the infamous Hougang Gang will be separated next year. Sob big time..for me. i do not like separations.

I have been rather busy recently, and the process does not end here as FIANL BIG HUGE exams are coming! I am so afraid that i would not be able to make it to make things turn out good. The selection of the faculty for next year has given me a lot of stress as it sets me thinking what/who/how i will turn out be after leaving school. Will i just be a diploma-holder or a degree-holder?

All the thoughts for my future just makes me sad. Boo hoo hoo. I do not want to work and step into the university of society. Workplace, to me, is a scary place. Somehow, attitudes change and promises are broken. Sigh.

I like my life now, though it can be sad and stressful sometimes. Can my life just stay put at this phase?

how busy am i?!?!?!

i am feeling so tired,so tired, so tired and so tired........

school, tutorials, projects, work.....endless stuff.

everything is so hell!!!!!!

i simply dont have enough time for everything and anything!!!!!

i need a break!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


SHOOT ME!!!! OMG OMB

I AM SO BLOODY TIRED AND I CAN JUST DIE IN MY SLEEP

oh man, i've devoted this weekend to work, work and work.

i havent done any school tutorial which is due this week!!!

and im feeling so tired now. my legs are breaking and my skin on my hands are peeling. argh.

something happened yesterday while i was clearing dishes like a mad songakh woman.
at the first sofa,

customer: excuse me, can u help me clear the dishes here? thanks.
mad songkah woman: okie. :):):)
customer: erm, are u specially employed to clear dishes? i saw u running everywhere to clear dishes. hahahhaha
mad songkah woman: ?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?! erm, no. we take turns to clean. ?!??!?!?!??!!??!

OMG. i did not go near the first sofa until that customer left.

i reached home 1 hour ago and bathe. haha (sounds weird)
my point is that when i look at the shower ( the thingy that produces water )in my bathroom, i almost wanted to die cos im reminded of the shower at the sink in gelare.

OMG.

im going to sleep now. maybe i would dream about myself being trapped in the dish washing machine and burnt to death.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

tomorrow will be an unfunny day without burger since shes not going to school. sigh.

class war 2 began yesterday after FOM class.

my conclusions are :

1) non-free riders are angry with free-riders.
2) some people who are neither non-free riders nor free-riders are angry that non-free riders turned their back against free-riders who are their friends.
3) free riders are angry that they are "accused" and want to KILL non-free riders who "accuse" them.

well well well, so the free-rider in my group said we had started the game, so either one party shall die.
quoted by the oh-so great free-rider in my project group : "whoever comes in my way shall die."

we shall wait and see.

i went to hell this morning "for a walk" for THIRTY minutes.
story happened during pacc lesson this morning.
sharon tan returned us our pacc mid semestral paper. She goes like this.

" in general, everyone did quite well, better than last mid term test. Cairong(burger) got the highest,92. very good. Ivan quite good also.........."


"wei ling, what happened to you this time round? 36 only! you have always scored 88,86 80 plus. what happened to u this time round? hah hah aiyo wad happened hah?"


she gave me the paper and said the above to me. i was in extreme shock!
( well, i dont really know how to describe my FEAR/SHOCK/HORROR/DEVASTATION here in the blog )


so all in all i was sad. it was so incredulous.


sharon tan wrote on the paper:

18/50 * 2 = 36/100 WHAT HAPPENED?!


OH MAN. SO I WAS STONING IN THE CLASS FOR FIRST 30 MINUTES WHEN I RECEIVED MY SCRIPT.

I MSG TROY:

"hi. i cant work in dec and jan alr cos i need to study for my exams. my results this time round is unexpectedly BAD. sorry if there is any inconvenience for u"


MEANWHILE, SHARON TAN CAME TO MY SEAT AND FLIPPED THROUGH MY PAPER TO SEE IF SHE HAD MADE ANY MISTAKE IN CALCULATING THE MARKS.
but she said "no leh, i marked correctly. 18+4+14=36. work harder next time. this one 10% only"


after 30 minutes, i compared my answers to gay gay's one and wanted to do corrections. and i realised that i got a higher score than her for each question, so why is it that i got so low marks?!?!?!


A FEW SECONDS LATER, I REALISED IT IS 36/50 AND NOT 36/100!!!!!!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


SO THE STORY IS THAT I CELEBRATED APRIL'S FOOL IN ADVANCE. ROAR!


SO I TOLD SHARON TAN AND SHE WENT : "O.o"

she wrote on the paper:
36/50*2= 72/100 good.

she smiled, smiled and smiled.


ARGH ARGH ARGH. CAN U IMAGINE HOW MISERABLE I WAS DURING THE 30 MINS!??!
I WENT THROUGH HELL AND CAME BACK ALIVE. IT FEELS LIKE DYING AND COMING BACK ALIVE AGAIN!
AND I JUST WANTED TO BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL!


SIGH I COULDNT BE HAPPIER NOW. but the thing is i shouldnt be getting be 70 plus! cos i deproved too. SIGH. such irony! but i definitely do not want to get 36/100!

well well well, it's a blessing in disguise. after that, i msg troy to tell her that i can work again. so embarrassing and super "wu long"

so this is my life, forever cardiac-arresting.

i went like OMG OMG OMG everytime.
burger: " dont say OMG alr lah! hahaha. not good to use GOD"
spider: " is it? but then no word substitutes alr. i need this phrase so often."
burger: " use OMB lo! OH MY BUDDHA"
spider/burger/van van/yingjie/eileen: "hahahahahaahahahha wah lau hahahahahahhahahaha"


should my life continue to be this way with so many WU LONG stuff happenning daily, im going berserk one day. so maybe this blog is merely entries depicting the WU LONG stuff happening to me daily. sigh WHY LIKE THAT?!?!?


ROAR BIG TIME!

well well well, how bored am i?

i just completed fom elearning activity 3, brand name evaluation on Giorgio Armani. halfway through the fom m1 report now. sigh big time.

and i havent wrote my persoanl reflection for cd! and leaving for work in two hours time.

okay, i shall recount what happened yesterday at GEM weather test. we are supposed to choose 4 qns out of 5 short ans qns. well, i didnt read instructions and did all 5 qns.

before handing in to amir,

spider: aye how u draw the atmosphere diagram ah? i dunno how to draw leh! i wanted to peep at yours but i didnt see u draw leh! u forgot do one qn is it? haahhaha.
burger: haha, wad lo! dont choose that qn la! i also dunno how to draw. -_-
spider: haha wad dont choose?!?! hahaa
burger: choose 4 qns out of the 5 mah
spider: har! got say meh? i do all 5 leh! hahahahaha. har i *die* liao!!!
burger: nvm la faster go cancel the qn now!
(spider cancel the whole page of qn no.1 and whew!)


after handing in,
burger: then u got do each qn on a new page anot? i never leh! they wont penalise rit?
spider: wont la! ya i got start qn on a new page. haha. the instruction got say.
burger: hahaa then how come u dunno is must choose 4qns out of 5qns? haha
spider: aye i dunno leh. just now like never see in the instruction page.
burger/spider/yingjie: HAHAAHHAAHAHHAAHAHHAAHHAHAHA


aww, im such a noob


so after that, burger,yingjie and i went to orbit central to chill and ate at KFC. burger and i wanted to buy the family meal cos we wanted the kfc tub. but we eventually did not. hahah. we chilled for very long and we talk stuff. funny stuff. cool.


and ytd night, while i was surfing friendster, i saw a profile of FAN CLUB for MRS TEH! ( my sec3/4 chemistry teacher )

u cant imagine how amused i was man.

"wei! are you with me?" she would say with her iconic long ruler.

i told burger about it and she asked me if she is a well-like taecher or a bad one. well, i dun really know how to answer. SIGH.

the thing i can remember vividly is that she gave out test papers calling students who scored the highest marks to the lowest scorer. well, if i were ever a teacher someday, i would never do such thing. SIGH.

why do i have such strong feelings against such act?
because i was always the one called among the last few.

BIG TIME SIGH.

i called yanyin just now. as usual, she was with hanlong(her bf). haha. we talked about the cello chalet this coming tuesday.
but sadly, we still came to no conclusion of where/when/how to meet to go together. haha. SIGH

and i got flu/sinus now. argh.

till we meet again! hahahaahhaah

ok the three hell days are over.

econs, stats and accounts are alright except itabbbbb!

during itab, my com cant work






AGAIN, AS ALWAYS.

well, there's more to say after getting back the results of the mst. (mid-session turmoil)



sigh, and today marks the beginning of class war.
burger and i are two black sheeps in the class now.
2 VS 20. boo hoo hoo.

reason being that we are too "defensive", and class peeps could not accept it. burger and i were pounced by pam hilmi and company as soon as CRS ended.

" why did u all change the venue of the CIP without discussing with us?"
" ???????????? WE ARE HELL INNOCENT!!! WTH"

the thing is that we couldnt accept the fact that, without getting the facts right, class peeps interrogated and accused us of "propaganda" sharon tan to change the CIP destination( which we didnt), so we appeared kan cheong to "defend" ourselves and thus were being looked upon as guilty.

firstly, there is nothing to be guitly about! i mean, what to be guilty of?!?!!!?

we could not possibly admit something that we have NOT done! and the whole thing is so absurd and ridiculous. so we were shocked and anxious at that point in time to clear things up. upon speaking up for ourselves, we were defensive and "guilty"

and thus the CLASS WAR!

the thing is that what is the big fuss?!

okay, u all are going to say: "of course not big fuss to u lah! u not the one doing wad! so stop bitching."

i do admit that burger and i contribute CIP to the minimum. but this does not mean that we do not appreciate efforts by our fellow classmates. i remember vividly too that ivan explained to sharon tan that it was because all the tests/exams/projects result us in not getting enough information on CIP.

but sharon tan has her reason of changing the venue and burger and i swear that we did not say anything bad about CIP IN WOODLANDS LIBRARY.

why would we do that in the first place?!?! we just happened to be the first group to go into the staff room for the breifing and just so happened that it then dawned to sharon tan that cip is spilted into so many days.

sharon tan's reasons:
1) she has to be available for the cip hours and she thinks that it is impossible for her to be at the WOODLANDS LIBRARY for three consecutive weeks--6 weekends--each 10am to 6pm.
2) students cant write much on the REFLECTION REPORT ON CIP when we do CIP in library, so it will result in low scores when the report is marked by the module coordinator. Quoted by mrs tan: "it's not beneficial to all of u"
3) CIP being spilted into 6 days and two shifts each would not allow class bonding and the experience. ( which i think is seriously lacking in this class)
4) sharon tan happens to have links with the girls'home so she offered to help us by calling the person to ask if there is any vacancy for cip.


so these are her reasons. so while saying that we are defensive for ourselves, maybe class peeps should also consider the stand of sharon tan. besides, changing of the venue/dates of CIP is for the good of everyone and a win-win situation.


as for ivan, im sure mrs tan recognised his efforts! plus hilmi, pam, vincent's,etc efforts. i do appreciate too man! so maybe class peeps should not make fallacious assumptions that we dont because it HURTS too much by making accusations.

and to pam plus and maybe to other fom grp members:
i wasnt blaming u all that this CIP notice came in too last minute that i could not get my overloaded work done! i meant that, before the cip notice came about, i thought i was free during this weekend so i can go for work and manage my assignments on time. however, this cip announcement comes about after i confirmed my working schedule with my manager. so i was trying to tell u that i might not finish the FOM PROJ RREPORT ON TIME. because there is still the three-pages report, fom elearning activity 3 to do.

hence my point of the dialogue to u in the canteen is that
1) i might not be able to complete the report on time due to work and cip, so i seek your understanding. and u did give me a good advice that i give some work to the rest. it was my concern over the FOM project.

do not misinterpret my point that:
1) im blaming the "cip committee" for the late notice, and thus no time for everytime.
2) im seizing the opportunity to complain about CIP date.

so here we are speaking up in our blogs, clearing our consiences.
well, telling us not to bitch is like the pot calling the kettle black because i accidentally heard peeps in our class bitching about us behind our backs. (not one time but a couple of times) sigh
but true enough, my clique bitch too. haha
so everything is fair and square.


sigh. everything is just too sad to blog any further.


let's hope for class peace.


***


sigh and about work now.


two and a half hours ago, van van told me that she is quitting/has quitted.


why like that?!??!?!!?



sigh so im the only survivor.


sadddddddddddddddddd mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

how sad am i? being accused in class and being alone at work at gelare now...

OMGOMGOMG

CAN U IMAGINE HOW ANGRY I AM NOW?!?!?!

THIS IS CRAP/INSANE/ABSURD!

YOU OBVIOUSLY DUNNO ME AND WHAT MAKES U THINK THAT WAY??!??!?!

IT'S NOT AS IF I AM ********** ** **** ****!

THAT IS SHIT!

ROAR ROAR. IM REACHING MY LIMITS.

IM GOING TO TANGLE ALL OF U WITH ALL MY WEBS.

in actual fact, my anger is so unnecessary because things are not suppossed to be that way!

I COMPLETED ELEARNING!!!!!


van van is sad cos she saw her old flame recently.

burger is sad cos she did not see her old flame.

spider is sad cos she has no old flame.


spider is a noob cos she wanted to attend the kindergarten her sister attended, but mum puts her in another one.

she is a noob cos she wanted to go qiaonan pri sch ( her kindergarten "bf" went there), but she ended up in tampines pri sch.

she is a noob cos she wanted to go temasek sec after psle which marks has not met the cut-off point, so she went to ngee ann sec.

she is a noob cos she wanted to stay in tampines jc but she ended up in sinagpore poly instead.

she is a noob cos she does not know where to go after poly.



i am a sad noob cos my sister says im getting fatter/rounder and fatter/rounder.

refer to top right hand pict. :(

peace out yo!

so what has spider been doing the last nine days when she hasnt blogged?



elearning ( ROR ROR ROR ) and mugging for mid-session test next week!






which almost suck her life away. ror bang bang.



let me recount some stuff which happened yesterday when we went back to school for statistics make-up lesson and BANG BANG fom proj.


mr squirrel's lesson stressed us so much during his lesson and most of us probably didnt know what he was talking about as we havent start studying for stats due to the overwhelming workload on elearning. so all of us knew that we are at the brink of diasaster if we dont start studying for this module any sooner.

after one and a half hour of what-is-he-talking-about lesson, we were dismissed. i packed my stuff and stood up from my chair.



i had a familiar sensation. something "gushed" down between my legs! (maybe not GUSH, perhaps flow)




OMFG OMFG OMFG



spider: YINGJIE! OH MY GOD! HELP ME CHECK IF MY SKIRT IS STAINED! I GOT MENSES! I JUS FELT IT! AND I DUN HAVE ANY PAD WITH ME NOW! OMGOMGOMG
yingjie: har! i also dun have pad leh! no la no la, not stained! heng ah!



fortunately, burger brought an extra "diaper". and she was left with none and had to buy one from the pad vending in the toilet. she needs to change hers cos shes having her period too! thanks big time to burger!



story not completed.



burger and i ran to the nearest toilet which is a GENTS one! apparently, the nearest ladies is at the other end of the world! at the next storey and i cant wait any longer and walk such a long distance in case i leave trails on the floor!


burger: aiya, use this one la! this gents habdicapped one! nobody inside! quick quick!
spider: har! dun want la! men's toilet leh!!!! later i pregnant!
burger: wah lau. faster la! haha
spider: okay la. u wait for me outside ah! dun go away ah! dun let pple come in!


while spider in the toilet,

winson,junhong,enemy no.1: aye, why weiling go inside gents one? hahahaha. so desperate.
burger: erm erm...aiya......





what the hell!!!



this was actually what happened to NEO WEI LING on 7th november 2006!



roar "strawberry sauce" !


***


okay, due to much worries and worries and worries on statistics and stupid menses cramps, i studied stats till 5AM yesterday (or today)! haha, i cant believe it!

actually, it's quite fruitful cos it's dark at night and i didnt dare to walk outside to the living room. so i just had to coop myself in the room and study.



i woke up at 11am. had lunch and then studied and studied.


napped at 5pm and had the strangest dream ever!

it goes like this...

gelare peeps are attending ah boon and wenyi's wedding at KFC. yes, KFC! WTH, HAHAHA.
okay, and enah was the host and apparently she was speaking MANDARIN!
Danny was dressed up as the mascot, the chick or something.

then, i saw a stack of interview documents and i asked troy's permission to view the papers.



GUESS WHOSE NAMES I SAW!


I SAW MY ENEMY NUMBER 1 AND BURGER'S ENEMY NUMBER 1 ON TWO SEPARATE PAPERS!

so i was telling troy how bad/irresponsibe my enemy no.1 is, so dun employ him or else gelare would be at a loss!
plus, i told troy how good burger's no.1 enemy is, so definitely must employ him!

the end.


after i woke up from SHOCK, i was in such a foul mood cos i cant believe my enemy no.1 went for interview! ROAR!


okay, after awhile, i recovered and EVERYTHING WAS JUST A DREAM.


what the hell! i guess i have been studying like a maniac/psycho, resulting me in having weird symdromes like this.


jue dui superstar cracked me like hell! im like scolding all the vulgarities in my mind:

"#^#^%@^^#%^^%#$$! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA. WHAT IS HE DOING HERE?! WHAT IS HE SINGING??!?! no tune at all! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA"


and the next moment, i realised i was laughing like a mad maniac/psycho.

I AM SPIDER. HEAR ME ROAR!

today starts with vernono's economics lesson. and she was so lame.


vernono (in her sqeaky's voice): okay, u can come forward to ask me any questions if u have any doubts on the mcqs.

spider (thinking) : how to go forward to ask u questions on mcqs when we are busy copying the answers you are flashing on the ohp for the open-ended questions??? u lame or what?

after taking down the ideal key answers for open-ended qns, yingjie and i went forward to clarify doubts on the mcqs.

vernono ( in awe ): this qustion??!! it's all in your lecure notes. hopefully when i show u the notes u would be able to understand.

spider to ying-jie: wah lau. then i still need to ask u for what? roar!

vernono : see. since option b and c are totally out, that leaves u with a and d. since d is impossible, the answer is a.

spiderneo/babara-yingjie : what the hell??!?!?!?!?!?!!?



SIGH

after lunch, gang and i went to library to ransack for more cds and to return due cds.

i returned the taufiq blessings cd.

apparently, the taufiq batisah's cd wasnt checked out when i wanted to borrow ronan keating and keenedy's cd. so i had to go to the counter and asked the librarian for help.

her face was so black as she had to go to the bookdrop to find our returned cds so that she can procees check out for those and thus we can borrow new ones.

she came back after a " three-hour" search.

librarian: the cd is not in the bookdrop. YOU HAVE NOT RETURNED IT!
spiderneo: ha! how can it be? i just drop it like 15 mins ago, together with my friends. since my friends' returned cds are in the bookdrop, there's no way mine cant be there!
librarian: sorry but it's not there. so u cant borrow one of this.
spider: ok....roar


that was so ridiculous.

now i somehow figured our out the reason y she cant find mine. cos she collected the tqufiq's cd with all my other friends' cds to the counter. so when she went back to check at the bookdrop, she couldnt find any!

OMG! HDCSG?!?!?!? (THOSE ARE INITIALS FOR A PHRASE)



After that, spiderneo and hougang gang went for FOM lecture.














the FOM lecture which changed my life entirely from today onwards.






okay, how do i start the story?

burger and i are blacklisted in mr seetoh aka mee soto, the FOM lecturer's list.

i conclude that i cant sit beside burger cos she's just so funny or we are both funny.


story goes like this.
someone sitting in front of us scratched his hair/head and it somehow PRODUCES some "zhi-chi-si" sound. burger and i stared at each other in awe.

our eyeballs like 3cm in height and our mouths big enough to stuff a watermelon.

and we burst into laughter. actually not burst, but just giggled, like really giggled.

mr see toh stopped his lecture, grabbed the attendance lists and approached steathily and then pounched on our seats.

mee soto: i've been observing both of u since just now? keep talking.
spiderneo/burger (thinking) : talking??!!!!
mee soto: which class are u from? who is ur form teacher?...etc..... ( he rambled on )
spiderneo/ burger answered obediently.


OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.


WHAT IS THIS?


burger: wah lau he jealous that we laugh la. cos we r funny peeps and hes not. he just jealous that we have jokes to crack and he doesnt have any in the past 20 yrs or so.
spiderneo: oh nooooooooooooooooo. i cant believe this. so embarrassing. just now everyone in the lecture stared at us! and i cant believe i m caught for laughing! oh noooooooooooooooooo. how?????? burger????? omg. wah lau
burger: aiya relax la. he also cant do anything.
soiderneo/burger: let's go and cry.....


this is a black mark in my life.


im reminded of what happened when i was primary one.

the then-principal, mr goh liang chuan, was giving an assembly talk to the school-- the primary1,3,5. for whatever reason, the whole school was asked to put their fingers on their lips. and for another whatever reason, i was cracked by something and started laughing. and somehow, my finger was maybe 10cm away from my lips.

mr goh liang chuan saw me. he walked down the stage, pulled my arm and send me to his general office.

awwwwwwwwwwww, how sad am i??!?!?!?!?

i cried like hell outside his office.




miserable childhood i have.

singapore should re-analyse the education system. no, in fact not education system, but the EDUCATORS SYSTEM.

our parents cant possibly pay so much for such educators!

ROAR!




SOB BIG TIME! OMG.

there are lots of funny happenings today and i dunno where to start from.

just that i laughed till stomach cramps during lunch. the cramps which hurt like hell.

well, what can i say? my peers are funny people. hahahahhaha.


anyway, i saw jason-look-alike at foodcourt4.

i am going to tahbau zhuzatang from foodcourt6 to eat at foodcourt4 everyday.


by the way, burger and i are officially xiaoming-sao and yandao-sao respectively.


peace out yo!

aww, i am so bored.

actually there are lots of things to do to keep myslef "unbored". things like studying for common tests coming in two weeks time. and the modules include economics, accounts, statistics and ITAB!!!

yes, ITAB! evrything on microsoft access is tested!!!

im a computer noob.



so the only thing u can help me is

SHOOT ME!!!!



big time sigh.


my face had just turned into a cherry plantation during the last few days. the most horrible pimple outbreak i ever had, as far as i can remember. but things are turning for a good change now. hehehe. and i believe below are the attributing factors.

1) complaining too much about life
2) badmouthing about somoeone uncooperative in project group
3) slept immediately after work from HV without washing my face
4) stressed over upcoming tests
5) stressed over SDU dates (which do not exist)
6) being paranoid and unnecessary stress over lame/dumb stuffs
7) uncontrollable binging on pimple-causing food
8) period is around the corner

call me pimpleneo.

gaygay, vanvan, and spiderneo decide to form a girlband call

THE ACNES, PIMPIS and ICHIGOES

hahahaha.

excluding yingjie and burger in the band since they have flawless complexion.
perhaps they can just start a fanclub for us or something else to show us their support.


and why am i having such huge craving for food now?!
it's burger's blog that makes me hungry.
food(s) that i want to eat now:

1) carrot cake/oyster egg
2) meat bone tea (bak kut teh) hahaha
3) fish soup
4) SP FOODCOURT 6's pork-mix soup
5) roti prata
3) GELARE's waffle

anyway, i know i shouldnt be writing about all this oh-so-tasty food after blogging about my cherry plantation face.

i love to eat alot.

BRING ME FOOD!

OMG, the project superstar i borrowed from the library was due on last friday. but it's still with me now! i wonder how much the fine is. sigh big time.


i have lots of grouses to make about FOM project. this group ROARS big time.

it simply puts people off by your doings! YIKES!
just dont bother to come to school and dont be involved in projects anymore! cos it makes no difference.

okay, this reflects bad on me but im speaking my heart out!
even my groupmates are sharing the same sentiments as me now.

roar!


vanvan saw paultwohill singaporeidol2. i wish i see jasontan from projectsuperstar1.


about work. i feel bad for not knowing how to make all the drinks/gourmet after one and a halfed month at gelare. and it's kind of embarrassing that i was taking the orders and i do not know how to make the orders. more often than not, i need to ask my fella colleagues questions over my doubts on how to make the drinks/gourmet. how sad is this? sigh big time.

okay, im determined to master all the recipes on the menu after my exams.

i'll be working for just one day next week since exams are around the corner. and i am officially taking a one-week "leave" in the e-learning week. will resume work after the common tests.


off to research for CRS essay and FOM project.

roar the latter one!

sob sob sob big time. how sad am i? how sad are u?

sad story began yesterday.

i was asked to buy 4 bunches of banana for gelare on the way to PS gelare... erm not for work but to meet people to bring me to holland village for work. i lumbered my way like a bear to fifth storey of PS gelare with two carrefour plastic bags which probably weigh a good 50kg. when i finally reached gelare with the bananas, i was asked to change into my uniform and work at PS gelare for 1 hour, job scope mainly clearing dishes and watching out for dining.

then the highlight.

when i was clearing the dining like a MAD SONGKAH woman, i saw someone. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! HORROR STRUCK!
i saw my **-***** with **.
HOW SAD AM I??? HOW SAD CAN I BE???
CAN I JUST DIE?

then when i reach HV gelare, i was bombarded with questions like
" u choose me or danny? "
" danny ur type or yeet siong? "
" joel more handsome or yeet siong? "
" y u dun like me? i just don't have the long thing ma. "

CAN I DIE AGAIN?


***

school starts at 9am every wednesday.
today is wednesday.
the journey from my home to school is 1hr and 15 mins.
normally i wake up 2 hrs before school starts.
i woke up at 820am today.
i reach school at 935am.

catch the ball?

im hardly late for school! and today i am!

on the bus from my house to mrt station, the bus jerked and a woman standing beside me had her high-heeled shoe totally above my "unprotected" feet. i was wearing slippers. and her high-heels are really HIGH.

my feet could have became crushed bones.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

during lunch time in school, i was holding on to the wanton mee tray. with soup and the mee. that makes two bowls on one tray.

a ***** pushed me from somewhere beyond my view. a portion of the soup spilled on my hands.
the soup is perhaps 100 degree celcius.
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

the ***** did not look back to apologise, neither did the woman on the bus.
ROAR THEM!

***

itab test is tmr and im scared. cos it is again a computer-assessed test.

***

SOB SOB SOB BIG TIME.

cant wait for the arranged SDU date.

sob.

OHH EMM GEE, yet again.


***


i saw my name in lynette's (troy's gf) blog. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. it says

to weiling: no worries,k. luffs.



OMFG! THIS IS SO HORRIFYING, CARDIAC-ARRESTING AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, VERY AND EXTREMELY MALU!
other than OMG, i am kind of lost for words.


i have lots to things to update about work but i cant, probably because i do not want similar (unfortuante) incidents to befall again. i witnessed quite alot of work politics lately, which is bad. i feel that people should not judge others by their doings, especially when they do not even know them thoroughly. it is not fair to the "victims" based on inevident assumptions.

i think this is the maximum i can blog about work at gelare.

sonner or later, perhaps when i couldnt take it anymore, im going to have another blog and splash everything out. heh heh.

and ALERT! the address is most probably gonna be www.allaboutworkatgelare@livejournal.com

***


im so glad i do not have to work for bausch n lomb anymore! that friday was the last roadshow. whew! and wileen CHEATED me!

last time she said im going to have my commission if i make sales. but on friday, she denied me of my commission and come up with lame excuses that since im new and am quitting, i cant have any commission!

ROAR BAUSCH N LOMB!

***

cousin ah chuan striked 4D. yes, u're going to ask how much rit?






$20,000. twenty thousand dollars.




i need to work 4000 hours at gelare to earn such big bucks. and perhaps make some 40,000 waffles (assuming 10 waffles an hour) to earn that sum of $$$.

on the other hand, cousin ah chuan can earn that $$$ by shading four numbers on that 4D coupon or whatever u call that paper for shading.


hence as a form to console our sad hearts, he's giving a treat at marriot hotel, if not wrong about the place.

but no great food is going to help fill our empty pockets.


sigh sigh sigh big time.











hahahahahah. that is so lame.

***

tmr marks the start of week 5. common test week is week 8. only three more weeks to catch up with all those modules that im lagging in! the modules this semester is so difficult, unlike that in last semester. ROAR!

and it's so sad that i dunno how to do my accounts tutorial today. i spent my whole sunday figuring it out but i still cant get the answer. im going to pay EXTRA attention to sharontan's lesson tmr.

and from tmr onwards, im going to study in school during long breaks instead of ransacking for movie dvds or some superstar cds in the school library.

in other words, im going to transform into a big big nerd.


hahahahaa.


***

and for whatever reason i cant wait for christmas!

sigh.

everything is so lame in the first place! and i feel like a stupid innocent third party after posting that replied comment!

what the hell?!?!?!??!? hahahahahaa!

burger and i decide to go for SDU (Social Development Unit) matchmaking if we continue not to have bfs. sigh.

plainly because we need someone to protect us! hahahahahahahaha

protect us from xiaodick, fugly, santa claus, etc.....

hahahahahahaa

yes, we are SDU (SINGLE, DESPERATE AND UNWANTED) so we have to go SDU (Social Development Unit)to find future prospects.


HAHAHHAHAHAAHAH

so lame....OH EMM GEE

ROAR. SIGH. OH EMM GEE.

BIG BIG SIGH. yes, again. hahahahahaha. what hapened to my life?!?!!?

something DUMB happened yesterday. ying-jie smsed at 8am.

the sms convo..............
ying-jie: hey, im going school earlier to do project. so don't meet to go school k? i go sch first. see u all later.
spider(awaoken by the message beep beep): uh huh? why you go do the project alone?! you wait for me la, i go brush my teeth now then rush to meet you do CD project! aiyo, why never tell me earlier that must meet early today?!?!??!?!
ying-jie: what you talking la? i going school do FOM project, not CD project. i different FOM project group with you la! hahahahahha. wah lau.
spider: wah lau, u never say clearly. i thought CD project lo! ok la, i go back sleep liao.

so when i reached school at 11pm, yingjie was laughing at me.

burger and i "raced" with the class on the way from the mrt station to classroom beacuse we were BORED. yes, BORED. WE RAN LIKE MAD SONGKAH WOMEN!!! har har.

and yesterday evening at burger's house, i read this blog....
on second thoughts, i decide not to elaborate it here. anyway, ROAR!
to ****************: i won't explore my options for a confirmed-not-guranteed long-life partner. the neccessity criteria(s) is a must for me. so, no worries.

and i received a missed call( which rang for only one or two seconds)yesterday night at 12.30am. GUESS WHO?






long-lost pervertic swimming coach!!!!!



why did he call and hang up>!>!>>!
what is he up to?!?!?!?!
eeeeeeeyyyyeeeeeeerrrrrr, i was so disturbed. OMG
HE IS SO ERXIN AND I DUN EVER WAN TO THINK OF WHAT HE SAID TO ME LAST TIME WHEN I WAS HAVING SWIMMING LESSONS WITH HIM AGAIN! OMG
EEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR


so today is the day for CD presentation ans SPSS test after many days of worries/stress/mug.

in the morning, im blur again. vanilla and i were in the library doing final touch-up for the presentation slides. vanilla was so sick that she could hardly open her eyes. so all work lies on me. after SAVING in the thumbdrive, we left the library.





and the thumbdrive in the computerrrr!!!!!!!

OMG.

only to realise it when the presentation for our group almost started and yingjie was like saying

yingjie: hey the thumbdrive with you right?
spider: (says nothing and opens her mouth big. REAL BIG. shakes her head 1cm sideways)
yingjie: haha. wah lau, dun bluff me leh! give me the thumbdrive now la, faster!
spider: really....in the library. (looks at van van whose eyes were halfed-open)
yingjie: wah lau, shit lah! 2#$@%$#$#%#%$@%$@#%@#$ (she's like ROAR ROAR ROAR SPIDER!)

van van, yingjie and i flew down to the library. fortunately, the thumbdrive was still "intact" whew!

there is nothing much to talk about our presentation since our group sucks like hell when compared to other groups, in terms of both content and skit. SIGH. but still it's over. and the changjin skit did manage to amuse a MINORITY. har har.

SPSS was not that bad, at least my computer WORKS! so in summary, my stats grades are
CA1: 95
CA2: 88
PARTICIPATION MARKS: 82
CA3(SPSS): 69
CA4: ?
FINAL EXAM: ?

hope the grades do not decrease any further. SIGH.

haze is bad and suffocating.
but still i hope that it gets bad enuogh( like 500 PSI) till the extent that we don't have to attend schools and everyday is announced as PUBLIC HOLIDAYS in Sinagpore. in this way, i'll have more time to

a) study/mug/revise at home (an enclosed room so that i don't breathe in any toxic gases)
b) work at gelare and gets $7.50 pay per hour!

hahahahhahahah. ok, right, my mood is improving. and i know, the main attributing reason for my better mood is that SPSS IS OVER AND I PASSED!

hope burger's ,yingjie's , vanvan's and gaygay's moods will improve too!
B-T (BAD-TEMPERED) NO MORE!!!!!!!!!

awwww, im feeling so horrible. ROAR!

1) spss test is on tuesday. since it is a computer-based assessment, im feeling super duper stressed because of the fact that computer-based work never works right for me!!! sob sob, i m so sad. but thankful for the fact that it is only 15% and i did quite well for my previous stats test. so hope that it could make up for this coming spss test. sigh

2) CD project is this tuesday afterall. the video is still half not done and it's like NOTHING is done at all. we are sure going to get low grades. oh no! low grades!

3) fom project is also coming its way to exhaust me, especially when............ (roar! i cant really say it out since this is a BLOG and anyone can read it)

4) work at gelare is alright today. but i m too stressed with my school work that i recognised a table 7 as table 17. yes, i served the worng orders for the wrong table, only to realise it when i served the waffles for table 17.

supposedly,
table7: one waffle
table17: two waffles
my mistake,
table7: zero waffle
table17: three waffles

table17: we ordered only two waffles.
spider: oh err is it? ok i check for you. (omg)

at that point in time, table7 is already waiting impatiently for me and staring me with big eyes.

table7: did you forget my order?
spider: err not really. (i did not forget. i just served it to the wrong table) erm, ya. ( to save the trouble of explaining, i just admit that i "forgot" the order )
table7 : aiya, still say what not really!
spider: (awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww)

5) colleagues went home in pairs today. (ah boon and wenyi)(danny and christine,if not wrong about danny's gf's name )(spider alone!!!!!). awwwwwwwwwww, big sigh man. wanted to take a cab home so i could reach home earlier to
a) surprise my parents by reaching home so early.
b) mug for spss test.
but since the queue for cab is so long, i took the train instead. the whole journey on train was so sianpok, me worrying for all school stuff. i bought mac home as i was very hungry.

i binge when im stressed.


anyway, after tuesday things will be better,provided that i dont screw up spss test.
as for cd proj, all of us know that it is already screwed.

sigh sigh sigh big time.
i am a lonely fugly and sad spider.